perhaps i was weakened but not broken.
and sometimes down but it's not a giving-up-whitey flag.
and of course the tireness and exhausting that overwhelmed won't stop me.
to convey the divine message is not a burden
but a purpose.
to reveal the truth is not just a responsibity
but a passion and desire should be.
to judge the effort is not me but Him.
to feel that i-am-nothing is not a weakness
but a requirement indeed.