wahai hati

wahai hati,
jangan kau curang dengan Illahi.
pernah dulu kau mengakui,
"bahkan, Kaulah Tuhan kami."

wahai hati,
jangan kau biar dilukai lagi.

lupakah kau pada sakitnya tak terperi?

wahai hati,

yakinlah akan cinta-Nya yang abadi.

bertautlah pada cinta rasul-Nya yang suci.

wahai hati,

jangan kau bermimpi lagi.

hidup ini harus kau lalui

kerna ia jambatan ke syurga Illahi

tempat yang dulu pernah kau diami

yang sebenarnya kau rindui!

nah, ini selayaknya untukmu, hati.

oh,my flesh and blood!

their blood flowed again.
their flesh torn out more.
believe me, brothers and sisters,
my heart's hurting seeing your adversity.
i wept and may this drop of tears heal you.
but then my heart cured when the picture of paradise prepared for you crossed my mind!

they are bleeding,
in pain,
running for shelter,
begging for humanity,
defending the innocents,
and yet weep for enormous lost.
however, they are alive,
and always vibrant!
never turn back for their faith is wondrous!
o palestinian brothers and sisters,
do keep going!

kenapa?

aku sepertinya lupa mujahadah itu manis,
aku sepertinya lupa islam itu indah bangat,
aku sepertinya lupa untuk bertaut hati hanya pada Sang Maha Pencinta,
aku sepertinya lupa syahid itu cita-cita,
aku sepertinya semakin terlupa.
aku sepertinya bingung dalam angan-angan,
aku sepertinya bergelumang dalam kelalaian,
aku sepertinya semakin lemah.

terima kasih,Allah.

Alhamdulillah i feel free!
a real freedom,sungguh.

the-better-me.

i'm searching for the-better-me.
who found her, please do contact me a.s.a.p ok?
-hey, there she is!
 she's here,
 just right here!
 no need to go further neither far away.
 she's beside gratitude,
 next to appreaciating,
 in front of being proactive,
 near to optimistic.
 she's near anyway.