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Maha Suci Allah dari 'sengaja' mengizinkan hati mana-mana manusia terluka tanpa sebarang hikmah mahupun penawarnya.
Maha Suci Dia dari menjadikan semua ini sia-sia.
  
Return.

you may feel 'nothing' till down to earth,
you may be weakened,
you may be lost and unseen,
painful,
useless,
heedless,
uncertain,
but then,
start again.
from beginning,
from the bottom,
from zero perhaps,
Allah will be always waiting.

Quran, 2;186

" If My servants ask you about Me, well, I am near ; I answer the prayer of the supplicant when he calls to Me. Let them then respond to me, and believe in Me, so that they may follow the right way."

burning in a fiery sins,
drowning in an anxiety of guilt,
am i?