orientation community

i'm such a person who interested not in befriend with those famous amos, e.g. JPM.
what for, by the way.
to become an OC, i've my very own aim.
but then working together with JPM team is great!
it's the best team ever.
Amirul teased me a lot but who cares?
Umar taught me a lot, thanks.
Kak Imah is a loving sister anyhow.
Atikah who i didn't like before is an easy-going actually, my bad!
i did learn and enjoy.
i somehow grow up.

He, the Most Oneness

it's okay to make mistake but do realise.
it's fine to do wrong but do learn.
really.
He will never turn His back to you.
He will never ignore you.
He will never leave you.
Trust Him.

Keep faith on Him.

wahai hati

wahai hati,
jangan kau curang dengan Illahi.
pernah dulu kau mengakui,
"bahkan, Kaulah Tuhan kami."

wahai hati,
jangan kau biar dilukai lagi.

lupakah kau pada sakitnya tak terperi?

wahai hati,

yakinlah akan cinta-Nya yang abadi.

bertautlah pada cinta rasul-Nya yang suci.

wahai hati,

jangan kau bermimpi lagi.

hidup ini harus kau lalui

kerna ia jambatan ke syurga Illahi

tempat yang dulu pernah kau diami

yang sebenarnya kau rindui!

nah, ini selayaknya untukmu, hati.

oh,my flesh and blood!

their blood flowed again.
their flesh torn out more.
believe me, brothers and sisters,
my heart's hurting seeing your adversity.
i wept and may this drop of tears heal you.
but then my heart cured when the picture of paradise prepared for you crossed my mind!

they are bleeding,
in pain,
running for shelter,
begging for humanity,
defending the innocents,
and yet weep for enormous lost.
however, they are alive,
and always vibrant!
never turn back for their faith is wondrous!
o palestinian brothers and sisters,
do keep going!

kenapa?

aku sepertinya lupa mujahadah itu manis,
aku sepertinya lupa islam itu indah bangat,
aku sepertinya lupa untuk bertaut hati hanya pada Sang Maha Pencinta,
aku sepertinya lupa syahid itu cita-cita,
aku sepertinya semakin terlupa.
aku sepertinya bingung dalam angan-angan,
aku sepertinya bergelumang dalam kelalaian,
aku sepertinya semakin lemah.

terima kasih,Allah.

Alhamdulillah i feel free!
a real freedom,sungguh.