Allahu Robbi

to turn from one place to the next,
from a person to the another is somehow tiring and may be hurting.
therefore, turn only to The Oneness.
you need not to turn here and there and lost over again.

love is a verb.
no wonder the feeling is easily fading away, so quick.
it's just a desire, not love.
it's just an emotional reaction,
not even a rational deed.

kera dapat bunga

mungkin aku belum layak,
sebab tak reti berterima kasih pada Pemberinya.
macam kera dapat bunga.

eskapisme

larilah sejauhnya selagi kaumampu.
larilah hingga kautemuinya kembali.

complementary

i miss hadek2 usrah which have been scattered all around malaysia, so much.
their smile, their commitment and
to sip the coolness of His merciful through the same ambient.
you know that feeling, the tranquility, the vibrant awareness...
Allahu Allah :'(

since then seems like Allah knows me well.
here got a-level juniors newly registered and by Allah's will,
we've grab them to join usrah!
yesterday was our first halaqah and yeah,
i got the excitement over again!
me now can breath in the feeling of recharged, refreshed and refilled, subhanallah!
to realize the complementary is such a blessing :)

Ramadhan 2013

Ramadhan kali ni berbeza.
bukan sebab dari seorang jadi berdua tapi dari ramai jadi sorang!
what a lonely me, serious.
sebab dok sorang dalam bilik yang sepatutnya tiga.
sahur sorang.
berbuka sorang.
sobs...
sobs...
tarawih barulah jumpa manusia.
lagi satu bezanya, Ramadhan kali ni redup dan hujan! =)
subhanallah!
bukan ka maksud Ramadhan itu panas terik?
tepi jalan, *baca : btw* Allah boleh ubah apa saja.
hujan + Ramadhan = doa 2x termakbul , bi iznidnillah!
gua centa Ramadhan.

hope

Allahu robbi...

there are plenty of matters sadden me much lately.
syria's and egypt's are the most.
yes,
there are times to put feet back on the ground
and depend on Him up there totally.
just totally hoping.